Monday, May 28th, 2007, Sunny

It were lovely days gradually being in the life of only us two. Hua is kind, clever and beautiful, for which my life become brighter and lighter. Be my girl, be my angel! My lovely days start then.

Since this semester, we have quarreled with each other every two or three days, severely sometimes. It was not good for my tense and hard-working days that time. I even doubted she was the expected angel I chased, she was so sensitive and easy to be angry, and she was in bad temper. I was tired of that kind of life. We’ve talk about that problem for some times, but it didn’t work.

After the external moderation, I thought about the situation of our life seriously. I am sure that we love each other verily; it is some trivia that makes us not so satisfies with each other. As she’s said, I am not so careful of her feeling since this semester, which makes her feel that I didn’t love her pure-heartedly. What’s more, I become harum-scarum and always forget something, drop something, or demolish something. That’s because I rest on her too much, I thought she would take care of me and arrange my whole life. I made a mistake. We should take care of each other, or further saying, I need to care for her much more.

Meanwhile, I think she should pay more attention to her bad tempers. She is so easy to misunderstand and be angry with me, just because that, I believe, she cares about me too much, and she is nervous of my saying, doing and even thinking. However, she should trust me more, just as the way I trust her, and understand me more. Or I will say, we should understand each other better and be more generous with each other.

After the successful talking as I wished last Saturday, the life turns bright. I sincerely thank her for the meticulously care during the time I was hurt. Now, the wound on my head is nearly recovered. And I know my lovely days restart.