Three days ago, I was asked to be a tour guide to the scenic spot in Shanhaiguan, and the attractions are called the First Pass under Heaven and the Old Dragon's Head. Both were famous for their historical significance. I labored myself for three days and at the last minute, i was told that i was considered incompetent and therefore, not qualified for the job.

This is my mission unaccomplished. I must say i have my doubts when i accept the job, whether i can do this right or not and i am nervous about it too. But to be told that you are not qualified is another, especially when you have this expectation to try your best and do a good job. Where do this went wrong?

now I was left here, confused. what had happened? I have a mixed feeling of both relief and humiliation, most of the part is humiliation. If i have prepared myself for it, then i should at least get a chance. now it is like that i run to a goal at full speed and only to find that there is no such goal.

Is this about judgement? I  have made the wrong decision first  so that it can only be worse if i go further.

IN the world we live, aren't there many people brave enough to accept challenge and do a good job in spite of the lack of experience? If i want to be one of these people, then what do i do wrong?

Now what should i learn from this accident?